The quote says it all, Marilyn Monroe knew how a woman's mind works and what a woman desires at all times.
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Jessica Monteiro
A young teenager soon turning 17 years old. Jessica loves life, her friends and most of her family, without forgetting the boyfriend.
I remember myself small but a rebel, I continue small but now I have calmed down a little
not enough to be seen as the good girl, but sufficient to be a student that does not visit the deputy head everyday! When I look back to my past.. I was far away from here: in Portugal. I had a million friends and even fans, people who considered me
their hero, the one they looked up for; odd.
Life in Holland: it is so simple and true friends there's only some. Nowadays I care about things, my studies, my future, my savings... There's so much to know, yet you'll never know...
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O porquê das coisas
{domingo, 4 de janeiro de 2009} 16:29
Esta na hora da verdade de dizer o que sinto dizer que nao estou bem, mostrar por palavras escritas que o que mostro nao e real, nao sou eu mesma. Posso parecer a menina forte que nao deita lagrimas como todas as outras pessoas, que nao se incomoda com nada ou nao tem problemas? Nao, nao sou essa pessoa, tenho uma vida complicada com bastantes problemas e tu es um deles. Tenho saudades tuas, de te sentir, de te falar, de te ouvir, das tuas lagrimas, do teu cheiro, de ti; enquanto escrevo isto caieme lagrimas pelo rosto, estas nao sao falsas, foste tu, foi o destino que as criou. Mas nao es tu o meu unico problema!
Tenho mais como do tipo amigos falsos que eu completamente me desliguei estas ferias, foi desilusao, falcidade, cinismo; posso agora dizer que tou com nojo e vergonha de ter sido tua amiga por aqueles 8 longos anos.
Depois destes meus problemas vem a familia, eu sei que sou novinha mas nao sou nova de mais para ter amigos, ou sou ? Nao, eu sei como me comportar e sei como conviver, mas por vezes a minha familia nao o percebe, quer que eu seja uma criança limitada sem metodos para me divertir, rir, ou ter o meu proprio espaço.
Resumindo o principio deste ano esta a correr da piro maneira, ainda nao ouve uma razao para eu me ver feliz, talvez coisas pequenas que eu acho insignificantes, mas mais nada.
Like the song says ''Die Mother Fucker Die''
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Boy Koppenol
He is the perfect boyfriend. I have met him in Queen's Day 2009 and since then everything has been wonderful by his side. Starting a life with him as been the most concrete decision I have ever made, and there is nothing to regret about it.
I love him. He is the only person that even though can hurt me the most, will always make me smile, since it is enough for him to come close and comfort me, when i need it.
Fashion and Art
To study fashion is my plan for 2012. Hopefully will get accepted at AMFI (Amsterdam Fashion Institute) and will start a future from there on. I have however started doing more than just dreaming, sketching and
creating is part of my life already at the ISH (International School Hilversum).
Friendship...
I must say there is a lot of important friends in my life, however my boyfriend and family are also friends to me, obviously. Therefore I will not be talking about everyone in particular, yet some. Whenever I am down
there is always somebody ready to listen to me and nowadays that is Eva, since she is the closest by I can get into contact with easily. However, I know back there, in Portugal I have lovely people always waiting for
me to get back. Friends will forever be friends.
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